Thursday, September 26, 2013

HotShot Crew Honored by Brendan McDonough's Resilience


(Updated June 10, 2023)


Loss of the Granite Mountain HotShot Crew remembered

 during 4th of July celebration, 2013

Heroes Honored by Lone Survivor
Marie Jarreau

     Brendan McDonough is the young Granite Mountain HotShot firefighter who was assigned to be the team's 'lookout' and so was not in the same location with the rest of his crew - all 19 of whom perished on Granite Mtn. at Yarnell Hill in Northern Arizona, just four days ago!


     Brendan was the guest speaker at Parkside Community Church in Camp Verde, Arizona recently. I attended the church service with a need to hear his story (yes - 'history'). He sat just seats away from me and I could feel his pain and agony as he was introduced while video images of his crew in earlier days moved across the large screen and a recording played Vince Gill singing Go Rest High On That Mountain.
 
     I had prepared myself that, in attending this event, it would be painful. I also recognized that 'my' emotional pain could not compare to Brendan's. As we sat listening to the mournful song and watching images fade in and out on the screen of his crew in earlier times, moving about the wildlands landscape working and or smiling and joking glad to be where they were,  I thought, "why are they playing this?"  It's so painful for him! But quickly I realized too - grieving IS painful, but must be done. Brendan was in tears, as were most of us in the audience.
 
     With my own emotions welling up, I wanted to give him a comforting hug and to hand him my own Kleenex tissue as he tried continually to wipe away his tears - bare handed, but I thought better of offering my own tears on the used tissue to mix with his own. About that time one of the ushers appeared at his side with a box of tissues. I felt some relief.
     He wasn't what you'd call a wholly eloquent speaker, just a young kid trying to speak about a dreadfully difficult experience, in essence, trying to tell us how he came to be spared death while the rest of his beloved crew was not, all still fresh and undoubtedly, raw. The pastor accompanied Brendan onto the stage where they both sat and spoke of the events of June 30th. Pastor Martin gently guiding Brendan through the pain. It was acknowledged that Brendan had given this talk a number of times already, it was obviously still painful to go through.

    He didn't tell us much that we had not already heard though the media, but hearing in his own voice about what happened that day somehow helped me in thinking that by being there to hear it, I was 'helping him in his grief' if that makes any sense. 

     He seemed to be in somewhat 'good spirits' as he told a funny story or two surrounding the camaraderie of his crew in earlier times.  Brendan, through no design of his own, will spend his life dealing with an incredible burden - no matter how well he handles it, or seems to handle it.
     After the service he was available for those who might speak to him. Of course I had to. After waiting my turn in line, I gave him a hug, and simply said that I would be thinking positive thoughts for his future. I mentioned  to Brendan, my son-in-law Jonathan (who IS) and his wife, my daughter Beth (who used to be a firefighter) and my personal connection to that world. Jonathan and his own Red Rock District/Camp Verde fire crew had been sent to fires in New Mexico just days prior to the Granite Mountain incident. It was another group of wildlands firefighters, (who on occasion had worked alongside Jonathan's crew) who discovered the remains of the '19' on Granite Mountain.
    
     I gave Brendan a copy of Listen To The Noise with a hope that the music there, with no connection to 'fire,' might give him a opportunity to escape in the melodies. I hoped that it might at times ease his mind.
     His look, his demeanor, his speech patterns, Brendan's apparent sense of integrity and personal dignity, his love of life are so reminiscent of my perception of the young, optimistic, energetic wildland firefighters I'd encountered over the years in Washington, Oregon, Idaho and Arizona.

    The day after the tragedy as a way of dealing with my own sense of grief over that event, I'd written a lament for the loss of the 19 firefighters. I may revisit that 'ode' in years to come but right now it seems too sad to listen to again.
    Anyway, I think it's good that he is sharing, not his 'experience' (we can't be THERE with him) but his story. I think it's good for him to talk about it so it isn't 'shut up within him to fester and eat away at his soul, (I hope it doesn't) and good for us to have hope about life and the delicate twists and turns that come with living life to the fullest. His very presence offers 'hope' and a sense that even in the harshest events - all is not lost.


- - - - -   Communications Gap Found in Granite Mountain HotShots Death Incident - - - -
The folowing link is an update to the blog, a report of the investigation of the incident on Granite Mountain published via NPR on Sept. 28, 2013:

http://www.npr.org/blogs/thetwo-way/2013/09/28/227177905/report-on-arizona-hotshots-deaths-finds-a-communications-gap?ft=1&f=1001

Friday, August 30, 2013

"CopperDogs and Englishmen!"

(Updated June 10, 2023)



                                                                                    Paul McCartney Concert, Investers Field, Winnipeg, Canada
Of Knights and Days in Winnipeg, Canada
by Marie Jarreau
I’m quite sure that when young Paul McCartney traded in the trumpet, his dad had given him, for a guitar he had no earthly idea that he would one day be ‘knighted’ by the Queen of England for his contributions to humanity fueled by his music.
Growing up in the shadow of a Mulberry tree and singing in its breeze in a 1960s New Orleans suburb, I had no idea that I would one day be traveling to Canada to attend a concert by my ‘fav-Beatle’ Paul McCartney and in the same trip be presented with a Compact Disc (cd) of my own musical performance – which includes a cover of a favored Paul McCartney song.

“Life IS like a box of chocolates!”

 Hard to know what you're gonna get into!


The invitation to visit Winnipeg, Canada by my good friends Colleen and Kris, and to attend the McCartney concert came as the opening salvo to a myriad of adventures tastefully and efficiently scheduled into a one week trip.
It's intriguing to recognize how one thing leads to another! The adventure began with obtaining a passport with roughly three weeks to go before flight time!  Research for this effort uncovered a few family tidbits along the way that were quite surprising!
I’d never before done such begging, pleading, cajoling and championing of public workers as I did when presenting my application and requesting to be ‘bumped ahead’ of all the other people who needed a passport “right away.” As with many things in life there is a provision for us last minute aficionados, for an "expedite-fee" – my passport might be done in time.
So with that extra fee, weeks of nail-biting, nightly phone conversations with the US State Department Representative regarding several administrative glitches (which are subject for a journal of their own) and even, in essence, a notarized letter from my mother ‘affirming’ that she had INDEED given birth to me on said date, - in said location, my passport arrived roughly 48 hours before my scheduled departure date!
An uneventful, restful flight took me to Grand Forks, North Dakota where I was met by Colleen and Kris. The two hour drive took us across the border into Canada through very flat, green prairie landscape. It felt quite nice, not at all like traveling into a ‘foreign country.’ It could have been Nebraska or Kansas or even parts of Northeast Oregon’s grassy plains; and the language was the same with an occasional Canadian "‘ey" thrown in for local flavor. 

“Legal ALIEN?”
     With attitudes I would NOT describe as enthusiastic - US and then a few yards down the road Canadian border agents ‘greeted’ us as we made that crossing. 
   Stern, official, direct and with cold probing questions: “Who are you? What are you doing here? Why are you coming into Canada? What is your relationship to one another? Are you bringing in anything we should know about?” the agents attempted to meter our true intentions for crossing the border. 
  Kris' attempts to warm the atmosphere with a bit of humor, didn't get very far.
      A wily “What’s up Doc?” might have been a more appreciated greeting from the border agents; but then I realized that these folks really do have a tough job and they don’t stand guard on the borders to serve as the 'Border Patrol's Hospitality Crew'. They are charged with the critical job of appearing to keep us all safe from those really negative, unhappy souls who might be out to do dirty, nasty things in either of our countries. So I am very willing to cut some slack for the Border Patrol Agents who probably just want to get home to their own families. I've often wondered, however, can we really watch every inch of ground along either border? Do the 'bad guys' only know how to cross the border at 'officially designated border crossings'?
Aren't they tough enough to cross through the burly woods??? Lets not talk about the border shared by the US with Mexico. Anyway, this blog is about "happy" stuff - but:
I wonder if any Border Patrol Agents have ever been ‘knighted?’

 


                    Autumn approaches Pickerel Lake 


The Air Of The CopperDog

           The first order of business upon arriving at Kris and Colleen’s home was a tour of CopperDog Studio where Kris has worked musical magic on my own and many others’ attempt to create the song that would be favored 'round the world. Of course he can only do so much with the material he’s given so we’re all still reaching for that star :o)  
        I think Sir Paul McCartney did find that formula so there's still hope for the next 'musical sensation,' whoever that may be.
     When Colleen and Kris have traveled to Arizona we’ve spent time fine tuning some songs and revamping others to include in a collection we hope will be well received by friends and family and anyone else willing to listen. I’d expected to see the finished product sometime in December, but they surprised me with a celebratory glass of wine and a finished cd of nine songs in decorative case and label near the stroke of midnight, shortly after my arrival!
This was all quite exciting for me and pretty much set the tone for the adventurous week ahead! I’d spent many years in amateur performances as vocalist and guitarist for anyone who would listen, for the sheer enjoyment of sharing the connection that exists between musician and audience. Now, after all those years - here was my voice and even some of my songs addressed and prepared, by one who knows the process, and recorded on a compact disc – just like a ‘real musician!’
Kris and Colleen had encouraged me from the beginning and provided the necessary motivation for me to want to do my level best at the music we worked on. On this night they seemed just as excited and pleased as I was about the completion of this labor of love.
The cd, titled Listen 2 The Noise (be sure to see the Cobblestone Muse blog entry for January 2013), played through CopperDog Studio’s fascinating sound equipment, (I hadn’t seen so many buttons, controls and tiny lights since the last radar air traffic control facility I’d worked in, years ago!) and the richness of the music nearly brought me to tears. The three of us stood in the dim light of the studio listening; savoring the sound, the wine and savoring the bond of friendship-through-music that had begun nearly two years ago. 






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 Listen To The Noise!!!

      Three of the nine songs are original works written by Kris. He also provides the beautiful guitar work for all but one of the tunes on the CD. Two songs are my own originals that, for decades, lay hidden and virtually silent in my notebook of songwriting-attempts until the encouragement came to look to my own work for recording material. We’d done a few songs on a disc (Coming Into Focus) a year ago but somehow the dedicated work and rich quality of this one, Listen 2 The Noise, just had the feel of a more serious accomplishment.     The lineup of songs on the cd includes:
Fall At Your Feet, written by Neil Finn,
And I Love Him, from Paul McCartney’s And I Love Her
All In The Game, Kris’ updated arrangement of Sigman and Dawes' song, recorded by Tommy Edwards in 1958
Tell Me A Secret, written by Marie Jarreau
Touched By You, written by Kris Baldwin
One Step Away, written by Marie Jarreau, arrangement by Kris Baldwin
What Do You Know About Love, written by Kris Baldwin
Guilty As Charged, written by Kris Baldwin
The Look of Love, by Burt Bacharach, Peter White performance track
     I found it fascinating that part of the work on this not-for-profit effort was completed in Arizona and the rest completed by Kris at CopperDog Studio in Winnipeg, Canada. The world of music production has come a long way and Kris works to keep up with the technology.

                                           Sir Paul McCartney Addresses His Subjects

    The next evening, we had great seats in the beautiful newly opened (2013) Investors Field stadium, home of the Winnipeg Blue Bombers of the Canadian Football League {Go Bombers! Remember the adversity overcome by the New Orleans Saints! They're wearing Superbowl rings now!}.

 The usual adjectives to describe impressive events just don’t say enough to cover my experience at the Paul McCartney "Out There" concert on Aug. 12, 2013, but let me just say I was pretty amped up when he began the strains of "And I Love Her" which Kris and I had covered on the Listen 2 The Noise cd!
To get a feel for the excitement of being elbow to elbow with some 31,000 other Beatles/Paul McCartney fans you can check out a number of YouTube posts by other folks who were there. Here’s one to start with:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xvfDF1Ebubw

and another must see: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KGVlcEpyXAU

 

I didn’t get any photos while at the concert. We didn’t think cameras would be allowed - but actually, I am quite glad I wasn't distracted from the beauty and excitement of just enjoying the concert. It was an indescribable experience. If you ever have a chance to see Sir Paul McCartney in concert - don’t hesitate, rather, make it happen soon.

There was no opening act, no intermission, and no breaks to eat up the time.  Sir Paul McCartney, with his band, performed the entire three-hour concert plus several encores non-stop. He showed us why the Queen of England chose him for 'knighthood' in 1997. But, c’mon, he is 71 years old. Better see him soon!  I’ve checked that one off on my ‘bucket list’!!
Winnipeg sure knows how to welcome a guest!!


                                                             Pickerel Lake Dew!

The rest of the week in Winnipeg was also filled with good company, great music and lots of it, fantastic weather and touring as much of the Winnipeg, Manitoba, Canada landscape as we could and still have energy to enjoy it. 

Colleen graciously handled most of the photo documentation for my trip (she is an accomplished photographer in her own right) and made sure I’d have those photo memories for years to come.
In the midst of dealing with an unexpected, extended - family health issue, Colleen and Kris made sure I was not left wanting.  Colleen and I traveled the two hours to their ‘cottage’ on Pickerel Lake where we all would spend several days boating, canoeing, conversing, singing and even fishing (I actually reeled in a feisty fat Walleye {or ‘Pickerel’ depending on your geographical upbringing} which we quickly released back into its lovely clear-water environment – I still think the fish was planted, but Kris won't admit it - LOL!).
    

        While Kris attended to some other issues in Winnipeg, Colleen and I had a chance to visit at the lake. We sat most of the afternoon on the dock conversing on a variety of subjects, listening to the loons singing on the water yet only coming close enough to tease the camera’s shutter.
Our conversation was fueled by the gorgeous day, the opportunity to do ‘nothing’ but enjoy each other’s company and maybe that ‘special’ Apple Cider she introduced me to!  Lovely stuff!
The next evening when Kris was able to join us at the lake, we sat on the boat dock at the cottage late into the night beneath a deep, dark starry sky! The Perseids were dancing! We were ready for one of the most popular meteor showers of the year. I was thrilled to get to watch a meteor shower from the Canadian landscape. At its best, the Perseids can produce more ‘fireball’ meteors than any of the other meteor showers through the year but our viewing time satisfied us with a pleasant handful. Had we stayed longer on the dock we might have witnessed more of the stellar shooting stars but we called it quits after finally counting nine bright shooters and a smaller meteor we agreed could bring our count to nine and a half. 

        We’d already shared conversation that produced solutions for most of the world’s problems – if only we could get those memos out to everyone! And we’d waxed philosophically poetic about a variety of deep-thinker subjects, so with more adventures scheduled for the morning we decided the 'nine-and-a-half good Perseids' count was satisfactory for our evening of star-gazing.

        I’ve always been an early riser. Even growing up in New Orleans I learned as a youngster that the ‘early bird’ gets to enjoy the most beautiful part of the day before it’s abraded by the noise and commotion of the later rising populace. On Pickerel Lake, making my way down to the dock even before the sun had fully risen to dry away the heavy dew I had the pleasure of viewing the wispy ribbons of morning fog skating along just barely above the surface of the water. Soon the sun would melt them away.


               

 Sunlight rising to the day
at Pickerel Lake

       One of Kris’ favorite ways of showing off Pickerel lake is with an early morning canoe outing while the water is still almost glass-calm, and the air crisp and clear but for the foggy ribbons gracing the lake - undulating across its expanse.

Early morning canoe outing on Pickerel Lake

I’d never been in a canoe before so listening carefully to his instructions I settled-in up front, paddle in hand and life vest intact, with Kris in the steering end.
It was another experience that leaves me searching for words lovely enough to share it in the literary sense: canoe at dawn, quiet water, pleasant weather; paddles singing a song in gently gurgling circles of water beside the canoe as we slowly glide along the shore; that shore lined with tall green conifers and thick understory of forbs, grasses and berry shrubs; silence and solitude - but for a few brief bits of conversation on, “How lovely is the morning!” 

 

Glass-calm water of Pickerel Lake


The natural soundtrack of silence was punctuated occasionally with simple short bird calls. Golden sunlight painted the trees from mid-level to tops and disappeared into daylight as the sun rose to the day. I'd hoped to spot a bear but the chipmunk 'chunking' across a fallen snag on shore was just as welcome. Wish we could have canoed the whole lake, but we knew Colleen was waiting for us with her delicious breakfast of buckshot pancakes: stacks of delicate flapjacks ‘peppered’ with big fat blueberries - YUM!

If you’ve ever seen the movie ‘On Golden Pond’ you’ve seen Pickerel Lake, except that my experience included a more pleasant atmosphere, not so much 'drama' and much nicer company!
Kris and Colleen’s cottage at Pickerel Lake was also a cozy location to practice the music that we’d offer back at the Winnipeg house for a music filled evening planned for later that night.
Kris had acquired a 1940s-50s era stand-up chrome microphone reminiscent of the grillwork from a 1950s Cadillac, it would lend a special character to the music event.
 We used it to practice the tunes at the lake house and I marveled at the richness of the sound! Before leaving Pickerel Lake, I’d captured a new song about that pleasant environment: Pickerel Lake Dew’ will color my memories into the future.  


"Songbird?" Shure!
















What A Hoot!

Our Thursday evening music event took place on the patio at Kris and Colleen’s home in Winnipeg. A beautiful landscape there already, they set up a comfortable seating area just off the sound stage Kris had created for the musicians that would take part. His fellow band members, (SkyDrive performs for non-profit charitable events around Winnipeg) and several other musicians would take part in what Kris fondly referred to as the “Hootenanny.” I’d been introduced to most of the group on Monday evening at the home of fellow musician Ryan.

Ryan and Phyllis had invited us all to their home for dinner before the McCartney Concert.
       A true music lover, Ken who’d had a prior engagement, was missed at our Thursday evening gathering. He had joined us for the dinner and concert on Monday. As I understand Ken has been and continues to be of great technical assistance with Kris’ studio efforts and loves a good melody. Friendship between Ken and Kris and Colleen goes back a few decades. Though they joust with joking camaraderie, I sensed a mutual respect and a valued working connection between Kris and Ken, especially with their love of music, technology, travel and history.
As the festivities began Kris suggested I open the evening of music. He accompanied me on guitar of course; we were joined on stage by, master musician - Ryan also on guitar, and Richard - SkyDrive’s dynamic drummer.
Part of my rehearsal earlier in the day had been a bit shaky but as he’s done before Kris’ suggestion of taking a break and changing location for the rehearsal seemed to help me smooth things out and so at ‘showtime’ I felt quite ready and excited to offer to this group of good friends the music Kris and I had been working on for months.



Jammin' with SkyDrive

Ordinarily I might have been plagued with nervous tension at the thought of performing for these accomplished musicians and for other folks I’d only recently met. Interesting to me - I wasn't nervous at all. It was as if we were all just old friends gathered together to share the love of music.

We got through the four numbers we'd planned: And I Love Him, Guilty As Charged, Fall At Your Feet and Touched By You with me only forgetting a few words of one song - but ‘the band played on’ and I was able to get back into the groove. Our performance appeared well received and for the rest of the evening music flowed like the fine aged wine we also enjoyed.
It was great to get re-acquainted with Ken and Sunny. I’d met them last year when they visited at Kris and Colleen’s Arizona home, next door to my own. SkyDrive's drummer Richard with wife Bev, and vibrant vocalist Suzanne, with a friend of her's - Bernice, also offered me that warm Canadian welcome. I was looking forward to hearing their great musical contributions to the evening and was not disappointed.
Other folks joined the gathering as the evening moved on: vocalist Garth, and Stephen (another SkyDrive member) with his wife, Dee.  During the 'Hootenanny' Stephen danced around the stage area with the big 'doghouse' double bass adding those rich undertones to the evening's melodies. Garth offered even more vocal energy to the tunes driven home by Kris, Ryan and Richard.
Others joined the stage and offered tunes of their own. SkyDrive vocalist, Suzanne did several energetic numbers that hinted at the group's success as a stimulating Winnipeg ‘dance band’.  She and I joined forces for a couple of vocal numbers, I enjoyed the energy she brought to the stage.
The highlight for me was Ryan’s rendition of Man of Constant Sorrow (from Oh Brother Where Art Thou) toward the end of the evening. Kris and I served as animated-Appalachian style backup singers for that number and I enjoyed the opportunity to do something so different and fun! Ryan's gold toned voice lilting out the strains of that Appalachian standard sounded as though it were playing straight from the film’s soundtrack! What a talent.
Kris' "Boomer Song" relates to the 'baby-boomer generation' when we were just a bit younger always gets a crowd cheerful and reflective on the ‘good old days,’ and it did just that :o)  "Who-wudda-thunk-it!"
Next door neighbors, Allen and Marianne, stopped by later - not to complain about the 'Noise' - they seemed to enjoy the company and music, like the rest of us.
Colleen documented much of the event in photos while also serving as attentive, classy hostess throughout the evening.


Touring ‘The Peg’

 On several occasions Colleen and I spent time touring sites around Winnipeg: the Forks, museums, the planetarium, gift shops, farmers market, the river front (you can’t get down there during the annual spring floods!), the Legislative Building with its ‘Golden Boy’ perched on top, even the famous intersection at Portage and Main – now I too, can say, "I’ve been there!"

            My culinary adventures included an introduction to Sushi – yum! Love that ‘Tiger Tail!’ and dinner at East India Company with Colleen and Kris, Kate and Scott. It was yet, another delicious evening. Both sushi and east indian cuisine were new to me. Both fantastic and the owner of East India Co. was so gracious and welcoming; the atmosphere there intriguing yet comfortable; and the food varied, aesthetically appealing and enticingly delicious! 


     The 'Quest'

Mornings were always pleasant and laid back as we recouped and regrouped from the day before, sometimes discussing world events, or local events or planning the next event over the morning ‘cup’, often with a song or a guitar practice tossed into the mix. Evenings were equally pleasant and unpretentious, as a change of activity Kris and Colleen suggested one of their favorite movies.

I had not been familiar with ‘Galaxy Quest.’  I cannot remember when I've laughed so hard at a movie that my jaw hurt!! It is now definitely in my own list of Top Ten favorites. If you haven’t seen it – DO! You’ll really get the most out of this satirical film if you are / or were a Star Trek fan. Don’t expect Leonard Nimoy, but do expect copious amounts of side splitting, tear spitting laughter!
I’m quite sure there are things I’ve left out of this journal simply because there were soooooo many exciting, interesting, pleasant experiences that occurred through the week – including my bunkmate, Hope. Hope is a lovely little black and white cat, who slept in the loft above my bed. Each night she’d come in to put herself to bed. I’d ‘hoped’ to get a picture of her as she climbed the tall ladder to her loft, but each time she was just too stealthy and fast.
Her sister Lily, is a snow white feline who has been in the household for many years. Colleen says Lily's days are numbered now due to age and health issues but Lily actually seems to be revving up another one of those nine lives cats are supposed to possess.

"Danny's" favorite place in the world seems to be Pickerel Lake


 





















Air Of The CopperDog ll

         With completion of the ‘Listen 2 The Noise’ cd Kris had already begun planning for the next one, along with various SkyDrive and other projects.  
         Before my departure date we’d done the initial recording of another of Kris’ original songs (Waiting For A Miracle) slated for next year’s cd project. The day I was to return home to the US there was time for more guitar-playing and song-singing just for the joy of it as we sat on the porch at CopperDog Studio basking in the remnants of a Winnipeg rainstorm from earlier that morning.
        It was just one more chance to share the music and share philosophies on why we love music and what music does for our sense of well being.
  


My experience of the Knights and Days in Winnipeg is one I’ll always cherish.



                       Tri-Hull from Pickerel Lake

 
         

                                              

       And a GRAND time was had, for sure!!


Tuesday, July 9, 2013

19 Lost - Granite Mountain Hot Shots Honored

(Updated June 10, 2023)




The beginning of the Honor Guard Procession approaches the intersection of highways 69 and 89A in Prescott Valley on Sunday as the bodies of the 19 Granite Mountain Hot Shot crewmembers who perished in the line of duty at Yarnell Hill, are returned to their community.









Granite Mountain Hot Shots Honored
by Marie Jarreau

    The lump in my throat gets in the way of finding words to express the grief over the deaths of 19 young wildlands firefighters.


    The younger of my two daughters began a career as a wildland firefighter. Beth left that occupation that she had come to love when she became Jonathan’s bride. They both understood that for the future they wanted dual-fire careers was not a practical fit. 

    Jonathan Nash, now my precious son-in-law, continues in a long time career as a wildlands firefighter.  Thoughts of him are always in my heart when I hear he's gone on a fire. As I think of him and other wildland firefighters I came to know, while living in Oregon and working as a journalist I recognize that they are a brotherhood of bright, energetic, problem solving, compassionate, dedicated heroes. There are both men and women among that unique alumni.  
    Though strong, independent individuals, in a way; they seem to have similar personality traits and characteristics. I’ve thought on occasion how much young firefighters seem alike.  There’s often that easy going smile and quick wit that encases the psychological and physical ability to spring into action at a moments notice to offer help - whether to scoop up a little kid falling from his first bike ride or to don boots and appropriate gear to run toward the danger of a raging wildlands fire.

    While we as non-firefighters flee the fire - the fire crews race toward the flames in an effort to cut off the fire’s fuels.  Their goal and concern: to protect the wild landscape they love; and lives and homes that may be in the path of the fire. They respect fire as an intricate part of the environment, they also know its dangers.  
The loss of the Granite Mountain Hot Shot Crew has brought new recognition to the sacrifice offered by all firefighters – structural and wildlands crews. Until this event, there had not been such a loss of these heroes since Sept. 11, 2001.

    I’ve had the honor of getting to know wildland firefighters from the standpoint of a journalist and as a community member that included wildland firefighters.  I accompanied crews on prescribed burns while living in Oregon in the course of writing news stories about their fire suppression efforts and practices. Losing these 19 heroes recently brought occasion for me to, once again, hear people talk about their gratitude for the firefighters.

    After listening to many who have fled wildland fires, there is that common theme that's repeated: Recognition and gratitude that the hotshot crews and smoke jumpers and Forest Service fire crews run "to" the fire to contain it while community people attempt to 'escape the flames.'
In truth, if they can help it, even the fire crews try not to go directly "into" the fire, rather, they use a variety of tools, practices and techniques to contain the flames to protect wildlands, wildlife, human lives and property.  My premise is that if they are heading "to" the fire rather than away from it - they "are," in a sense, going "into" the danger -  INTO THE FIRE.
 
 
 

    During this past week (June 30 – July 9, 2013) many of us have struggled to find ways to show our respect, offer condolences to the families, offer our own sacrifice and to honor those lost to the Yarnell Hill fire.  An impromptu memorial quickly appeared along the fence at the home base of the Granite Mountain Hot Shots in Prescott, Az.  It seemed to be the first place that people could congregate and honor those lost. A candlelight service was held at the local high school. Community meetings to address the progress of the Yarnell Fire suppression efforts also addressed the loss of the 19 firefighters.  Also addressed was the fact that one of the 20 man crew had not been among those attempting to shelter in place when the fire blew back on them. 

    Brendan McDonough had been assigned the duty as ‘look out’ for the crew and was in a different location.  He too, remains the subject of prayers and support, and heroic respect.

    Sunday, July 7th I had intended to watch the televised broadcast of the Honor Guard Procession, bringing the bodies of the 19, from the coroner’s office in Phoenix - home to Prescott where the official memorial service would be held on Tuesday.
     As I watched the broadcast of the procession beginning in Phoenix I was suddenly compelled to actually be there and so made the 45 minute to one-hour trip to just outside the Yavapai County Fairgrounds where the procession was headed. They would travel thru Yarnell and so there was time for me to make my way to the fairgrounds. I was early enough to find an open parking spot just off the shoulder of the road at the intersection of highways 69 and 89A South. There were at least a thousand or more like minded people parked along the roadway for as far as my eyes could see. That was but a small part of the route the 19-hearse motorcade would travel from Phoenix to Prescott Valley with 'mourners' lining much of the route.


  

    The weather-thermometer in my vehicle read 104F for the outside temperature when I arrived about noon. Throngs of people stood along the pavement waiting for the procession of 19 hearses and accompanying entourage. Large and small red, white and blue flags and purple streamers waved above the landscape along the roadway of people and vehicles and motorcycles.
    Each time I thought about how ‘hot’ it was standing beneath the blazing Arizona sun, on the black tarmac beside the roadway, I immediately remembered that exactly one week before, the 19 young men we all stood waiting for had lay huddled in the midst of the inferno’s super heated gases in individual emergency "safety" shelters. Those shelters were no match for "those" high temperatures. 
Yes, as we all stood waiting - it was hot, but today it didn’t matter. 
One young woman stood beside me with her six and four-year-old fair haired sons.

    “We had to be here,” she told me. “No, I didn’t know them (the firefighters) but I needed to be here.”
Plying her sons with water and shading them with an umbrella, she explained that while her younger son might not remember the event as he grows into his own manhood, they would both know that this was important, and that they as a family (dad joined them later) had attended this procession to offer their own respect for the sacrifice of what she considered – national heroes.   
After standing on the roadway for nearly four hours, we knew the procession was approaching as a dedicated Smokejumper DC3 aircraft, with jump-door open and classic smoke-jumper red and white colors, began its flyover above us all.   

 

    Uncontrollable tears welled up and flowed from my eyes and a large lump developed in the midst of my throat as I saw the first of the 19 white hearses top the hill above us. Escort vehicles led the way as they turned the curve of the highway and travelled down to pass just before us. Other fire and emergency vehicles brought up the rear. The Granite Mountain Hot Shot Crew's own crew vehicles were also in the procession along with vehicles of other wildland firefighters. 


 

As they travelled on into the fairgrounds the red and white DC3 flew overhead again and dropped a flurry of 19 purple streamers from the sky.

    I heard someone make a comment that summed up the day’s events for me, and I know this to be true from my own experience with the environments that surround wildlands firefighters. That is: while others have come to recognize the sacrifices made by our firefighters - firefighters have been considered a community’s true heroes long before the recent great loss, and they will continue to be valued-so.   

    The sacrifice of the families and friends of these brave men can't be understated, I pray that they will all have the support and assistance they will need to get them through the pain they are enduring now and will endure for sometime, but also to appreciate that their lives, our lives are blessed to have had these heroes among us.

    Hearing of their loss on June 30th, was heart wrenching for me.  My own method for working thru the emotional experience was the creation of an original song in simple tribute to the Granite Mountain Hot Shot Crew and their brothers and sisters who run toward the flames so others may escape the danger of fire.

 



  

     It was comfort to hear that, from the time the firefighters bodies were brought down from Yarnell Hill, taken to Phoenix and returned to Prescott, througout the memorial, through funeral arrangements and burial, there was a fellow firefighter accompanying them.

    Even through this deep loss there is at least one item of hope and salvation. It rests with the fact that Brendan McDonough is still with us. It was gratifying to also hear the support, respect and love given to Brendan as the only one of  his 20-man hot shot crew to return from the Yarnell Hill Fire alive. A fact seen as a blessing but one that will undoubtedly bring him both blessing and sorrow throughout his lifetime.




 Weeks brfore their lives were taken on Yarnell Hill, the Granite Mountain Hot Shots were battling the Doce fire. The Doce was a big fire whose smoke could be seen with great intensity 50 miles away in Lake Montezuma.


 

    In recent years I've seen and heard comments that there are no more heroes for youngsters to look up to.
    Well, rest easy - we now have The Granite Mountain Hot Shots, all 20 of them, and the rest of their firefighting brotherhood.




Granite Mountain Hot Shots crew vehicle in Sunday's procession.


 

Tuesday, March 5, 2013

A Sense of Place: The Mulberry Patch

          (Updated June 14, 2023)            

                                                                                                                          by: B. Marie Jarreau


         Like tendrils, no like ribbons, no like fingers or ladders reaching up through green clouds – the shafts of sunlight that shone down through the leaves begged me to climb up and to see what secrets lay amongst the mitten-shaped foliage in the crown of the Mulberry trees. 
         I was somewhere between 10 and 13-years-old and this was my favorite space in the entire world. As number two of six children, it was important to me to have a favorite, private, special place filled with secrets. A shy, introverted child - it was sometimes crucial to my mental well being to escape the crowd. The Mulberry Patch was mine, and they all knew it. My older brother didn’t care, at 14 or so he had his own worlds to conquer and my younger siblings obligingly did not disturb me in my little green forest place.


Secrets Through the Windows

         It was mine and it was magical! Well, it was ‘sort of’ mine. The thick green expanse of berry-filled trees, vines, natural treasures and mysterious creatures were actually on the next-door neighbor’s side of a wooden slab fence that ran the length of the two properties – but the mulberry trees at the very back of their yard, refused to be contained inside the man-made boundary and spilled over the top of the five-foot tall fence over to our side of the fence. There were open spaces in the boards of the fence and lovely rounded knot-holes that served me as inconspicuous windows to the natural secrets of the woodland.
        My four-foot wide domain was marked by the wooden fence on one side, the solid side of a cinder-block storage house, about four-feet distant, on the opposite side. Another higher, thicker, wooden fence behind it all marked the rear wall. A concrete sidewalk that surrounded the building provided a solid, dry floor on which I could sit and contemplate the world of my little corner forest.  Unless the rain fell heavy, I was protected in my special place even from the warm summer showers by the thick canopy of leaves draping from the trees completely over the sidewalk area and onto the building’s roof. I loved being there in the rain. The sound of raindrops filtering gently down through the leaves, against the fence or the roof of the building was my own private symphony.
        The environment that surrounded me was, in my own mind, like a friend or like a teacher with the secrets it offered up, or like a comforter when I was depressed about one silly thing or another. Situated at the back of our own yard, some 50 yards or more from the house, I could go there and feel completely on my own; I treasured those times.
A good deal of my love of being outdoors, of learning, and of the natural world was fostered and nurtured by that little postage stamp space of a natural setting.


See, Hear, Feel, Smell, Taste

        There was so very much to see and feel and hear and smell and taste within that exotic space: where the sidewalk ended a richly organic area of soil separated the concrete from the wooden fence. Layer-upon-layer of seasons-and-seasons of fallen leaves, bits of branches and berries and bug body parts had been deposited beneath the mulberry canopy for years.
            Lying belly-down on the cool shaded concrete sidewalk in the summer heat, I would spend great expanses of time rummaging through the moldy leaves and debris with a stick or other piece of hand-size dried branch. Carefully, I overturned the bits of leaves and other organic ‘fluff and duff’ watching for anything that moved. The top layer of the ground was littered with leaves and bits of leaves in various earth-tone shades; green, yellow, brown, gray, wet-black; depending on the degree of decomposition that had taken place. Peering deep into the decomposing material there - my nose usually only inches away to focus as close as I could for ‘crawlies’ - I took in the earthy aroma of rich healthy organic soil. I still love that smell.
            Some days brought me luck in finding little pearls hidden beneath the moist, smelly material. Less than half an inch in diameter the little off-white colored orbs actually bounced as some were (first: accidentally) dropped onto the concrete walkway. I learned from my frequent visits to the local library that they were probably snail or salamander eggs and larger ones - snake’s eggs. That was intriguing, I had seen small snakes around our yard and garden; and snails - with their little spiraled backpacks - hurrying along in slow motion, but I had never seen a salamander! With the very idea that       
salamanders might inhabit my little woodland patch I spent many hours silently, immobile watching carefully, waiting to see a salamander. I did eventually get to spot what looked like a yellow-spotted brown salamander. The fleeting glimpse was enough for me. I was not quite up to handling  slimies.’
        The woodland floor could be noisy with insects and birds also digging through the duff for a tidbit to eat. I could sit for hours just watching, listening and focusing on the colors and the slightest movement, but sooner or later my attention would be drawn to another angle. Dark gray, oval segmented pill bugs were everywhere. They could cover a dead bird or a piece of rotting fruit like an army of mini-armadillos. My younger sister called them “roly-polys.” There were occasions when she and I would spend time rolling them back and forth between us in imitation of the boys’ game of playing marbles. Colorful spiders, beetles, slimy-shelless-slugs, green-jeweled or fuzzy brown caterpillars, folded green or brown tree-frogs with golden eyes were all among the treasures that fascinated me as I focused on the floor of my private forest.

 

The Great Lizard Escape

Even the old wooden fence could be crawling with life, especially lizards! They were truly my favorites. At any given moment a jade green anole lizard would brazenly stand on top of the wooden fence and with piercing beady-black eyes stretch upward on his front legs and dare me to come closer! Sometimes, besting his threat, I’d slowly reach behind him and grab his tail to dangle him high overhead. Usually, he’d simply and magically drop himself away and leave me standing their holding onto a wiggling piece of lizard tail! There was just something really ‘gross’ about holding a living, squirming, lizard tail between my fingers without a lizard attached to it! It was quickly added to the composting duff.


        From time to time on a summer’s afternoon, I could hear in a distance my brothers arguing over the proper size of folded, rolled-up newspaper-baseballs before they’d begin their afternoon game, but this was only background noise to the natural chorus overhead in the mulberry canopy. I could hear more clearly the “n`ack - n`ack” call of bright, blue jays.  Sometimes just a fleeting glimpse of a blue and black streak amongst the green leaves was all I saw, but I knew it was a jay. Hefty, raucous birds their big wings rustled the leaves, loudly - but they didn’t care. They considered the trees their own domain
        The ‘poof’ of bright red color against the jungle green was more usually seen in fall and I loved the beautiful crimson colored Cardinal birds. Robins and sparrows and an occasional wren, her tail stuck up in the air, and sweet singing warblers were all part of the chorus performing in the woodland stage. Sometimes a really unusual streak of orange would dart through the tree tops. I would learn later that this might be a Baltimore Oriole on annual migration to the Yucatan. The Yucatan, a far off place to which I was also destined to visit in years to come, had not yet crossed my area of knowledge.


Rare Winged Warriors


Another rare sighting in the New Orleans area in those days, and I didn’t see them often, were hummingbirds!  When one of these little winged warriors happened into my mini-forest I could barely contain my excitement.

            I remember the first of few sightings - first I heard the high speed buzzzzz.  Initially, I was annoyed thinking one of my brothers had thrown a rock at my head. Then I saw the tiny flying bird, just a bit larger than a cicada.  
The hummingbird, green-iridescence in the air, darted by with its wings moving about a million-miles a minute! I really wanted to call out to the boys and my sister so they could see it, but knew that my call or their loud and boisterous approach would only scare the bird away, or the boys would climb all over my woodland paradise bent on capture. In my quiet contained excitement, I simply enjoyed the sight and sound as the hummingbird visited several tall yellow wildflowers standing in the sunlight just outside the shade of the trees.  
            The cicadas were another species of fascinating creatures, whose ear-piercing screeches could be heard in the top of the trees. Their one or two-inch long clear, hardened, discarded larval  jackets left clutching onto the trunks of the mulberry trees could, in some years, be very numerous.


Slithering Snakes Not Slimey!

Along with crawlies, climbers, scratchers, flyers and even occasionally some nasty ‘stingers’ in the form of wasps, mosquitoes, horse-flies and fire-biting red-ants there were also slithering snakes in my neighborhood jungle.

            Though ours was a neighborhood of single family homes in the midst of the city we still were not that far from waterways and small bayous. That moisture supported lots of life forms throughout the area. Green garter snakes, striped garter snakes and what I think was an occasional mud snake – almost black on top with reddish splotches on sides and belly – could occasionally be seen sliding along a branch, under a log or even along the fence. I’ve always had a healthy respect for snakes and enjoy seeing their vibrant colors. They have reason for existing just as birds do, they are part of the scheme of things though we may not understand nature’s blueprint.
            I was intrigued however, when I finally gathered up enough daring to identify and capture a harmless green garter snake with my bare hands. I had spent a good bit of time watching them and I just had to know what their skin felt like! I had come to understand that snakes were ‘slimy.’ The fascination came as I was prepared for the feel of slime but instead felt a sensation from the skin of the snake - of tiny solid shiny scales. The movement of the scales as the snake used them for locomotion tickled my sensitive young hands so that I finally dropped the little guy to the ground. I could now understand how they moved with such speed. He was gone before I could focus on where he/or she might have landed!


World Travels from the Mulberry Patch

        There were times when I sat, perched on a fallen log beneath the tree canopy, not quite in tune to the sights and sounds of my private jungle but rather focused a million miles away. Aside from being my personal place of refuge, the Mulberry Patch was also my very favorite place to read and study.  Sometimes I was in the real Brazilian rainforest, or deep in the Pacific Ocean diving in the Mariana Trench studying rare sea creatures, or I might be traveling through Tibet. Sometimes from the comfort of my private woodland place I followed Marco Polo across Asia and into the darkest unknown reaches of China.  
        I first devoured a copy of a National Geographic magazine beneath the mulberry canopy, reading until my mother finally urged me to quite trying to read in the darkening, evening light.
That mulberry patch - I’m sure - is long gone by now, wiped clean of its historic inhabitants by Katrina some years ago if not ‘developed’ before that, but it will always remain in my mind as my first “window to the world.”
        I have since maintained the same curiosity as I had then - maybe not with the same drive but - a little like Marco Polo, “to know about all the things that are in the world."